Wednesday, May 4, 2022

THE ECSTASY AND THE AGONY


   Hey! It’s the monthly blog hop/ known as the Insecure Writers Support Group founded by Alex J. Cavanaugh. You’re invited to join if you're a writer, insecure, or just supportive of writers. It happens the first Wednesday of each month, and it would be sweet of you to visit at least a dozen or so new blogs and leave a comment. Your words are appreciated. Our Twitter handle is @TheIWSG and hashtag is #IWSG.   Let’s rock the neurotic writing world!  
The awesome co-hosts for the May 4 posting of the IWSG are: 

Kim Elliott, Melissa Maygrove, Chemist Ken, Lee Lowery, and Nancy Gideon!

 May 4 question - It's the best of times; it's the worst of times. What are your writer highs (the good times)? And what are your writer lows (the crappy times)?

Waaaay back…

After completing my first full manuscript…

I sent out queries with much anticipation…

And I scored! 

I got a request for a full!

I couldn’t believe it!

I remember thinking… 

Querying and snagging an agent isn’t so hard. 

What’s all the fuss?

I celebrated with my sister in California via phone

And we drank Kahua and creams...

I was giddy beyond belief. 

**That was the best of times.**

Then…

DUN DUN DUUN 

The agent responded quickly and brusquely…

And rightly so…

“You need to get this edited. 

I don’t have time to do this.

Find an editor and when it’s done, send it again.”

Okay…

Didn’t sound too awful bad….

So, I did...

But when sent it back to the agent…

**POOF** 

She wasn’t in business any longer.

No worries, I told myself…

I’ll just send out more queries…

I did...

Then more queries…

And even more queries…

Until insecurities and disappointment took over...

And I buried that manuscript... 

Deep in the cavernous digital realms ofmy laptop.  

**That was the worst of times.**

A few years back… 

Wiser and obviously older…

A writer friend encouraged me to get it published...

So, I opened that file, blew off the pixel dust...

And worked on it again...

And then two years ago, I self-pub’d.

It was an arduous project... 

But at least it was a book in my hand...

And not just a dream in my head.

Now…

With another manuscript finished...

I know the ropes...

And won’t make the same mistakes again.

I’m now on the path to publication again!

So?

What’re your best and worst of times?

 

Always,  

Em-Musing